14th of March.

So it seems everything ends. Now i know what type girl is her. Cold, cruel, liar and heartless. Stop telling me that you don't like or admire someone. This is just a bunch of lies coming out from your mouth. In just 75 days our love can fade so easily? And all you can say is 'no feel anymore'. Unless there's another asshole step into between of us. But you still denied. Don't try to be a "good" girl or giving me a "good" impression, it won't work. I know when you're inside he always be there for you, you just keep on lying to me. Sensitive? Come'on all this you done do you think i will just act cool. Everyone got their sensitiveness. The one you waiting, he also got sensitive attitude. Why boys always so sensitive? You never thought before, scared their loved one fell in love with others, not don't trust, is you girls not giving us trust, you said to me but you didn't prove it. And there, a prove in reality that you had done it, you go for others. We're different attitude? Why don't you tell me last year? There's no perfect in this world. If you think there's perfect then you're a immature. Maybe you liked to have freedom then you shouldn't fell in love, you should just wait till you finished your single life then only you start your love life, love life is where each other conquer each other. I really can't believe NS can change a person so fast. Those bitches inside with her, what they know? Coming out from LALA town, their thinking is way more outdated. Maybe you're becoming one of them. All i asked for just another chance and the last chance, but you keep refusing. So i know that there's someone is waiting for you. Be back friend? I know you don't even care bout it 'cause there's so many guys waiting for you. Maybe i choose the wrong person to be in loved with. Those promises only a idiot will believe and that's me. A kind soft girl becomes cruel, what a change. You'll get what you deserves in future. There's no more 'can be friends' after 2 years. If you go for others and you keep lies about it. You want it this way and you get. Don't wait for me to come back and i don't need you to welcome me back. Because i can know it won't happen.

I went Pavilion yesterday with minghon, all those memories, the place we went and promises she made, i really feels like vomiting and cry. Although i feels like crying sometimes and I don't want to cry no more for this kind of girl and no point. Maybe this is where you felt different, you don't like to tell others what you felt but i likes to express everything out. Oh whatever, I'll go my way and you go your own way. Fuk this life and fuk this world.